Yet another new chapter

College is starting again.
A new chapter, a new semester.
First time returning 2 college after the last exam.
The first time I actually feel the fear of going back.
Last exam was terrible.
In fact, I think the fear actually caused by new semester=results soon.
Damn scary.
This year I might be losing more than tyres.

Burden...
Responsibility...

Where actually does pressure comes from???
Within oneself?
Family?
I do wonder.

U used to tell me tat I actually worry too much and deliberately following instructions given.
U say I should voice out when feel unwilling but I dun dare.
I used to tell u tat discussion is important.
But I failed.

I failed to voice unwillingness.
I failed to accept the reasons given.
I failed to accept changes.
I failed to cope with time.

Hope that this new sem will be better for the sake of myself.
Need to keep mind open b4 jeopardizing my own future.

Special request

My dear friend, Yean Yeon had requested me to actually blog about things which are more happy in my blog. Ok ok.
I'll go step by step.
First, a new year a new start.
Actually I got new year present on the first day itself.
Dun know whether it's a happy news o just another emo news.
I got 4 new tyres with 4 new rims.
Happy cause finally I change something in my car.
Not so happy cause it's actually replace cause 3 out of 4 tyres were stolen.
Sure I got some lecture now and then from parents.
But sure hope this mark a new beginning to my life.

Hey, anyway my exam coming soon but still got lots to do cause i've been busy being rebellious as counter reaction to my bro's action,
Lame....
My so called rebellious action need to stop de as need to start study.

Yet, hope tat's more gathering with friends, long lost friends.
Oh ya, another good news.
I actually got in contact with some of my NS's friends.
It's been almost few years de.
Gtg.
PS. Yean Yeon rmb to feedback oh.