Busy month

Busy with assignments...
This sem has the worst arrangement.
5 days of classes per week.
5 assignments to be due.
2 research papers.
Sob sob...

I need help.
I need attention.
Ha ha...
Sounds problematic.
Damn...
How lar???

Too much 2 handle

As a libran, I always wanted balance.
At least the type that benefits myself more.
But it is the fact that ntg is perfect.
Now I've only made myself in more trouble and responsibility.
I've too much to be handle by only myself.
Studies, family, relationship.
From most of them in my family, it seems to them that i'm trouble free.
Most of the time I'm just given more and more responsibility.
These responsibility is more than I've ask.
Not only that, but I do look like an idiot running all the errands.
It's always not an easy job when it comes to running my family.
Not that it's a lot of work, but lots of feedback.
Sometimes, even studies is easier than staying at home.
Father is the source of financial who seldom spend time or even effort to look at wat's happening in the house.
Mother who used to be the caretaker is now often busy with her own plans.
Brother is longer the small little bro that I used to have.
He used to be obedient, quiet and caring.
Somehow missed the time that my grandpa is around.
He understands me, help me when I got into trouble, makes me happy when i'm sad.
When we grow, our parents just provide the material needs but had neglected the main thing in a family. The care, attention, and love is neglected.
Sometimes extra effort taken is not appreciated.
Extra time given in helping is wasted.
Really wonders y I trap myself in managing a family which brings no improvement.
Just like y I continue running behind to push those left behind and y not just run ahead when I could & just abandon those behind.
Y work hard when I just end up being treat the same?
Y make myself into so much trouble?
Y?

Holidays over, Class start

Now my holiday is over lor. Start short sem.
This time i've registered for 3 subject.
Wanna take more so that next time could just skip
short sem n enjoy the 3months holiday. Ha ha...
Lazy ma.
During the holiday, I din go much places.
Just went genting with friends.
Then went Tenji with high school's friend.
Ehm...
Other than these I also went 1u but I think nothing
more de.
Sobs sobs...
Since some1 say photo better than words then I
decided to add some photos.

Holiday life again.

This time my holiday got more boring than usual even I've a car and could drive anywhere I want.
U need to work, so v could like last time go shopping everyday, watch movie, play The Sims.
It felt quite alone during holiday.
I trying to find for jobs but dun seems any interest me o suits me.
Sob sob....

The 1st weekend of my holiday I went genting....
Because of some1....
Ha ha....

After that, it's like I'm home nearly everyday.
Afternoon fetch my bro, fetch my bro to tuition, fetch my bro to aeon.
It seems like he's on holiday more than me.
He's much filled.
Then I need to hang clothes, laundry, cook rice, most important, clean my room.

It's officially over.

It's officially over.



To many of u, this statement is not wat's on ur mind.

I'm refering to my exam for this sem.
Not only the exam is over. But my 1st year for degree also over de.
I'm now moving forward for my Year 2.

So now my holiday start. At 1st like got a lot of things to do.
But now also like nothing much to do.
Exam over, but senior already say can start study for next sem.
Haih...

For now, need to pack de. 2morrow gonna go genting.
Hope can relax and enjoy this holiday.
Anyway, if any of u got job vacancy. Let me know.
Ha ha...