Life is nvr the same again

Blogging has become my little tiny zone for me to grunt bout my life.
I believe there're always ppl who r more misfortune than urself but tat's wat v, human likes to do. COMPLAIN bout every disatisfaction.

Since i'm the oldest child in my family, grandma's is also part of my responsibility.
Reacting to this, I start to dislike being at house. Attending to every call starts to irritate myself.
While my parents just like to slide the resposibility from one side to another, so i'm the lucky one.
At this point, I've start to think that will thing be differnt if i went UNIMAS.
I even wants to go for the UTAR kampar's jan08 intake.
Regardless of wat course, it no longer matter.
I just wanna do wat i've learn from my parents. AVOID.

I'm planning to take some time off from work since I couldn't cope with my life.
But I still have other concerns which need my attention.
I'm no longer living in a comfort zone.
No peace of mind, with restricted freedom.
I dun even wish to c my father's name on my hp's caller id.
To me, everytime he calls means he need me to do something.

Money vs. Time

Inflation causes these two words to b quite important to most of us.

At the beginning of my 20s, I've finally started to carry the real burden of life.
On top of my responsibility as a student, I've a job which requires lots of time.
Then comes my family.
Grandma's condition has gone from bad to worst. From a once a while stay in PPUM with some routine checkups then now it's a alternate days of visit to the hospital.
The good news is the family members in the house are trying to commit the time and energy.
At 1st, it's tough but it's vital for her.

Time...
It's a bad news tat my college is an hour drive away then the PPUM is on the other highway from the highway to my college. And i'm still staying in Klang.
My work requires 16 hours per weekend.
My duty as student helper requires a commitment of 5 hours per week.
My subjects are mostly coursework base.
Then my life....
I hope I could spend at least some time with u without letting u feel tat i've neglected u.

Money...
Even sometimes I do wonder y i'm working part time but I think the money sure comes handy when in need. And mayb for Master.
Now grandma needs to undergo hemodialysis, quite a hefty cost.
Then later on she might need a maid as most of us cant take care of her during the day.
N i sure hope petrol and cost of living will drop further.

To all my friends who have been worried bout the family argument, I think they're ok.
Coping with stuffs just arise my temper.
Sorry for being my victim.
Sometimes i'm just tired of the callings but I will learn, learn to cope and also to step into the adulthood with a little more sense of responsibility to those around me.

A new page of life

This week i've finally started my engineering stuff.
This sem i'll only need to handle 3 subjects.
Pressure arise from the 1st class itself.
Some students have even borrow books from library even b4 the class begin.
Another bad news is there's only 4gals in the class. Sob Sob....
The transition from all girls school then to all boys school.
Now even worse a class of majority guys. I'm missing the moments of those girls gossip talk and
going toilet 2gether. Ha ha... Silly me.
Yor... At 1st I thot there'll b more gals after this intake. Unfortunately things dun always go ur way.

My timetable is actually quite empty. I've to go college 3 times a week, 2 classes per day.
One week I actually have 4days free including the weekend.

Now fall sick liau. Soo Leng will b leaving for UK this fri night. Wish her all the best in her future undertaking.

Fireworks and worn out

Over the holiday which started last week, I was totally occupied.
Not only during the weekdays but also on weekends, the long public holiday.
I started my part time job.
It was really tiring. Not only I need to travel to damansara but also the long hours of standing and promoting.
3days straight...
My feet and leg ache since day 1.
Phew....
Earning money is really not easy.
Then the last day of my work.
Thinking that it's over finally.

But upon reaching home, bro was outside the house.
He look sad. Then I knew it's my parents. Father walk out of the house. Asking me to advice my mom.
They argue again. This time over lots of stuff. Including some kpc complaining that I didn't make my bed everyday.
Wat does this have to do with her? Always have stupid complain.
This time 'divorce' was also brought into the discussion.
Then after one hour of swearing and all sort of issues.
Me n bro r allowed to go to bed.
Then i rush to shower b4 past out on my bed.

Exam over

Exam is over... (for now)



The good news is i'm on holiday now. For three weeks.



Bad news is...

Here it goes...

My life taking the responsibility of being the eldest child in the family.

Ha ha...

It's not the news of inheriting my family empire.(there's ntg)

This might seems pretty normal for most ppl but my family is somehow a bit different.

Looks pretty normal but there's sure lots of flame and explosion.

Pretty much like the situation in the governmment.

Opposition party vs. Barisan Nasional.

Divided into two.



On top of these, the job is all bout family.

Doing things tat usually my dad need to do.

However my dad seems to been getting his workload increase after his promotion.



Trying to satisfy both party and also MYSELF.

Brother seems to be suffering the most from family tsunami.

Hope he'll be alright. If he do read this, hey anything can talk to me.

The gathering

This week is still study week. I'm still pretty lazy. Just don't seem to study like doom's day.

I just came back from the gathering with my gang. We are short of cl. She's not back yet. Had dinner at Klang Seafood. But it was quite a disappointment. The food there dont taste like how it used to be. Haih... Today we really spend most of those time together talking. Then talking. After that, talking again. Ha ha....

When reach Soo Leng's house, we continue talking. Then we took a lot of photos while watching the Olympics.

By the end of the day....
Poh Ling start to get very sad. Just emo. This is most likely the last time she'll see Soo Leng before she's leaving for UK. Then she started to cry.

Lazy wanna type. So that's the end for today. It's quite late.

My 1st

After my long long break from blogspot.

Finally i'm back.

To those of u reading n interested to know where I am now, I'm still living in this developing 'town', Klang. I'm not in local uni like the rest of them who went thru form 6. I'm in SEGi Uni College.(Just upgraded on 08.08.08) The Kota Damansara Campus lor. So if ever wanna go ikea,the curve, o cineleisure. Give me a buzz. So tat can kacau me.

This will be my new blog. My new beginning of my tertiary education.

Ehm... I havent really start my edu. Now still studying LAN subject. Boring as it may sounds like but I still need to go thru it. Haih... I'm still bored in segi. I quite miss form 6, miss high school.

To all my friends..
I really quite long didnt c most of u all liau.
How's life?