Quite some time

It's a new year....
Ha ha ha...
Like quite far away from the new year celebration.
This year start quite bad.
Within the few months in the end of 08 till now, my life been busy.
This year starts with exam then suddenly grandma left us.
It's been quite suffering for her. Finally it end. I din get to c her for the last time. She was in hospital then. Even those who rush to the hospital also were too late.
Now....
My life is almost like housewife de.
As i'm on holiday so need to do those cooking(only rice), cleaning and etc.
But actually quite free de.
Most stuff din went well.
A bit frustrated.
Somehow hate holiday but also dun like college life.
Slacker is a word i like to describe myself.
Just not motivated and lost my direction.
Boring is the word i use to describe my cny.
Height is the question i'll ask bout my freedom.