Life is nvr the same again

Blogging has become my little tiny zone for me to grunt bout my life.
I believe there're always ppl who r more misfortune than urself but tat's wat v, human likes to do. COMPLAIN bout every disatisfaction.

Since i'm the oldest child in my family, grandma's is also part of my responsibility.
Reacting to this, I start to dislike being at house. Attending to every call starts to irritate myself.
While my parents just like to slide the resposibility from one side to another, so i'm the lucky one.
At this point, I've start to think that will thing be differnt if i went UNIMAS.
I even wants to go for the UTAR kampar's jan08 intake.
Regardless of wat course, it no longer matter.
I just wanna do wat i've learn from my parents. AVOID.

I'm planning to take some time off from work since I couldn't cope with my life.
But I still have other concerns which need my attention.
I'm no longer living in a comfort zone.
No peace of mind, with restricted freedom.
I dun even wish to c my father's name on my hp's caller id.
To me, everytime he calls means he need me to do something.

Money vs. Time

Inflation causes these two words to b quite important to most of us.

At the beginning of my 20s, I've finally started to carry the real burden of life.
On top of my responsibility as a student, I've a job which requires lots of time.
Then comes my family.
Grandma's condition has gone from bad to worst. From a once a while stay in PPUM with some routine checkups then now it's a alternate days of visit to the hospital.
The good news is the family members in the house are trying to commit the time and energy.
At 1st, it's tough but it's vital for her.

Time...
It's a bad news tat my college is an hour drive away then the PPUM is on the other highway from the highway to my college. And i'm still staying in Klang.
My work requires 16 hours per weekend.
My duty as student helper requires a commitment of 5 hours per week.
My subjects are mostly coursework base.
Then my life....
I hope I could spend at least some time with u without letting u feel tat i've neglected u.

Money...
Even sometimes I do wonder y i'm working part time but I think the money sure comes handy when in need. And mayb for Master.
Now grandma needs to undergo hemodialysis, quite a hefty cost.
Then later on she might need a maid as most of us cant take care of her during the day.
N i sure hope petrol and cost of living will drop further.

To all my friends who have been worried bout the family argument, I think they're ok.
Coping with stuffs just arise my temper.
Sorry for being my victim.
Sometimes i'm just tired of the callings but I will learn, learn to cope and also to step into the adulthood with a little more sense of responsibility to those around me.